| The day of diagnosis
I was super late to basketball training because of a train delay,
and when I finally arrived, my coach said, 'everything okay?',
and I replied, 'there was a lady on the train track...' and promptly
burst into tears before finishing the sentence. I thought
I should explain myself. The
following week I disclosed to my teammates at a team meeting,
blatantly stating that I would prefer any questions to be directed
to me, as I was happy to talk to anyone about it.
So things traveled along
quite smoothly: I'd check my levels before a game, at half time,
and all teammates were fine with it. I hadn’t realised
that in the process there was actually no improvement in their
education - they left me to my own devices, with most believing
that my finger pricking was actually injecting!
It wasn't until two whole
seasons later, as I sat down during a shooting session to recover
from a hypo, that I realised just how ignorant my coach still
was. He thought I couldn't handle the heat, hence the
need for fluid and a rest. No, it’s actually a hypo, I
told him, while searching his face for a hint of recognition.
Nothing.
The next week I brought
along some articles for him to read. He has not spoken
to me about it since.
I am still undecided on
whether this was a good move: presenting such detail that suggests,
even slightly, that I may not be up to speed, especially when
it counts the most. That risk you take as a coach of putting
on-court a player who potentially may fall unwell at the shortest
notice – it’s better to sacrifice one player than the
team.

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